Chances

Having been thinking a lot these days.

Haven been feeling too good may be partly because I can't sleep well.

Partly thinking of someone. Not too sure how is this person doing, but I guess I have given enough chances for this person to talk to me but this person doesn't get the cue? 

Kind of giving up on trying. My life now isn't fantastic but I guess it's okay to not care about someone's life too much.

Can that person just feel how I am trying to give you an opportunity?! :(