Looking through my old posts

The timing now is actually 2am and I just felt the need to scroll through my old blog post to see how simple and happy my life was.

Looking at Instagram stories don't make me feel better. One of my friends has recently deactivated her/his account. I would say it is kind of impossible for me because I want to progress on the social media pathway even though nothing is progressing.

Personally, I know that I am a person that gets jealous very easily and I kind of have a hot temper that not a lot of people know? Because I will act very calm but inside me, I am burning and I will explode anytime. With this, seeing people meeting up and not including me even though I am free just makes me feel like shit and I guess the only way to stop all the stupid negative thinking I will just have to stop using Instagram. Instagram is definitely a platform where we can share anything from positive to negative things aka toxic stuff. I was in the trend where spam and also private accounts was a thing. Now not many people have but I do, and I am a very sentimental person so that can be a reason why I always don't want to delete all the accounts I have created.