Sudden conversation with people.

I used to have a friend in secondary school that I WhatsApp (message) every freaking day even though we meet each other in school every day without fail. It lasted for a year ... nothing happened but we slowly became further and further and ended up not being close anymore and ended up not being friends anymore. (To me and for me.)

It’s time’s like this that makes me feel lonely. But when someone suddenly starts talking to me, a part of me is grateful another part of me is like I’m tired of socialising. But what makes me feel better is definitely when the person you text reply you super fast. It makes me feel like I am someone they want to talk to.

Even though now I feel guilty of not replying people now because I just get tired of checking my phone every single time.