Holiday season is coming

Christmas is coming in a few days! Am I excited? Definitely not.
I used to be excited because of all the presents and the most important thing I treasure is the gathering. Doesn't it suck to see all your friends gathering together spending their time together? I mean you can see it everywhere now on social media.

Presents, gifts. The older I grow the more I realize that I don't really care about the gifts or present any more which actually includes birthday. What I only wish for now is the relationship with my close family members and of cause friends. Maybe money too, I mean who doesn't love money?! But what we all know it this thing called relationship you can't buy with it money same thing for the time. But what I really hope and wish for now is just a friendship or just a simple relationship that can make me feel like I'm reassured. Maybe is just me being insecure but even with a few hundred followers I don't really have a person I talk to every day like I used to because everyone around me is just too busy and they just don't have time for me while I'm here staying at home doing nothing thinking about how suckish and useless I am at home. Thinking all the things will never ever happen to me if I do something or nothing. I just hate how I'm really like a rock on the floor that will never get appreciated or even notice by the people around me.

Okay I mean is going to be Christmas I shall not be so sad and everything so I shall end here!

I wish you all an ADVANCED MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

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