Promise
I was watching this Korea variety show called Master in the house.
I was watching the episode who Son Ye Jin was the guest and the last part of the episode she wanted all the four guys to write down one promise that they would promise by the end of 2019.
One of them was promising to learn guitar, one is to learn how to play the piano, even releasing his own solo song and solo travelling. All of this was actually all my wishlist other than the solo song. Even though I was in choir, but obviously my voice isn't that nice or else I would be recognised by people aka friends. But what I important here is that I realised that everything I want to need money and this kind of suck because I hate how always put money as the barrier to stop me from doing things. But I felt that some things can be done even without money.
While watching this episode, I also realized that I do not really make goals every year. Because I know that for me I will NEVER follow what I want. I am a super weak person. I have an example right in front of me. Which was losing weight, I have been wanting to lose weight from like 2-3 years ago and I am not losing weight but gaining weight. FYI, I am already reaching my heaviest weight. I do not look fat but my BMI is already close to overweight friends. How is this not fat or more like is just unhealthy. I have friends that tell me that I am not fat, but the thing is that I am just a little taller than average and that is the only reason why I am not looking like a round ball. Every day I just tell myself not to eat too much but obviously, it doesn't work. So I am just like damn it, I will just try to eat lesser and as all of you know that being Asian it is just difficult to avoid all the carbo aka riceeee and noodle. My weakness is not in the carbo but the snacks I have in the house. I will just tend to overeat and result to my heavier weight.
Okay back to the promise thing, not on the weight loss. I would actually promise myself to learn more Korean language. Yes, yes if you have read my previous post I actually blog about me learning Korean language but as a goldfish (FYI did you know now google state that goldfish does not have 3 seconds of memory anymore) , I just forget everything I had learnt which means I am back to square one.
The important thing in this post is that I feel that I always don't take myself seriously that's the reason why I just don't do it. The fact that I am going to be 20 just scares the hell out of me. So I shall make myself more useful by learning something not new but improve myself. :)
Love, leen
I was watching the episode who Son Ye Jin was the guest and the last part of the episode she wanted all the four guys to write down one promise that they would promise by the end of 2019.
One of them was promising to learn guitar, one is to learn how to play the piano, even releasing his own solo song and solo travelling. All of this was actually all my wishlist other than the solo song. Even though I was in choir, but obviously my voice isn't that nice or else I would be recognised by people aka friends. But what I important here is that I realised that everything I want to need money and this kind of suck because I hate how always put money as the barrier to stop me from doing things. But I felt that some things can be done even without money.
While watching this episode, I also realized that I do not really make goals every year. Because I know that for me I will NEVER follow what I want. I am a super weak person. I have an example right in front of me. Which was losing weight, I have been wanting to lose weight from like 2-3 years ago and I am not losing weight but gaining weight. FYI, I am already reaching my heaviest weight. I do not look fat but my BMI is already close to overweight friends. How is this not fat or more like is just unhealthy. I have friends that tell me that I am not fat, but the thing is that I am just a little taller than average and that is the only reason why I am not looking like a round ball. Every day I just tell myself not to eat too much but obviously, it doesn't work. So I am just like damn it, I will just try to eat lesser and as all of you know that being Asian it is just difficult to avoid all the carbo aka riceeee and noodle. My weakness is not in the carbo but the snacks I have in the house. I will just tend to overeat and result to my heavier weight.
Okay back to the promise thing, not on the weight loss. I would actually promise myself to learn more Korean language. Yes, yes if you have read my previous post I actually blog about me learning Korean language but as a goldfish (FYI did you know now google state that goldfish does not have 3 seconds of memory anymore) , I just forget everything I had learnt which means I am back to square one.
The important thing in this post is that I feel that I always don't take myself seriously that's the reason why I just don't do it. The fact that I am going to be 20 just scares the hell out of me. So I shall make myself more useful by learning something not new but improve myself. :)
Love, leen
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