🌊 Interaction Race : VOYAGE AY17/18 ⚓
I have decided that I should write a blog post about this event, then have a long caption in Instagram!! So I guess it is your choice to read this post!! :))
Firstly, I would like to thank the Avatars for training us for all 3 weeks, also being my participants aka AVATARDS for the day itself. I was super worried and kind of stress at the same time when I know I am getting them for my group. Because of a simple reason cause they are so damn cool and fun that I was scared that I was not able to get together with them cause they are super hype!! Also, I was super scared that they will make my life super difficult cause they are such pros!! But I am super blessed that they actually made my life super easy cause they are always so cooperative and hype for the whole day!! Thank you for encouraging me for the day and telling me to relax and have fun!! Of cause I will never forget about the life moment during the night games and running out asses off during the day and also night!! Of cause I will never forget the lift moment!!😂😂 Hope you all had fun that day and like the hammer, we got for you!! 💕😘
Secondly, Atlanteans !! Thank you for all the hypeness for the whole training. We kept saying that we see each other more than our parents which is super true!! Thank you, Ryan and Agnes, for leading us and taking care of us during this whole journey!! You guys are the best!! Also, the cheers we did was super lit!! ATLANTEANS ATLANTEANS!! Chik Chik POOWW !! ⚔ I will definitely not forget the moments we are together!!💙 I wish we will still contact each other and hang out together after IR have ended!!💕😘 I MISS YOU GUYSS!!
Thirdly, Kenneth!! Thank you for being my partner in crime even though we just met each other just a few days before IR!! Thank you for being so adaptable so we can click well together for this event to be a success!! ( I mean even though we do have times that we are just pure awkward). And I mean we are going to the same class next semester, I not sure how to feel. 😂
Lastly, Tritons aka the OC for planning this whole event!! It must be hard organizing this whole event and managing all the crazy people!! 💕💕
But this 3 week wasn't as great as you can see from the last day. If you are not really concerned about me or you don't really care about me or just don't really have the time for my drama, you can cross this window now. (Last warning✨✨ ) I would like to thank you for reading this post!! Because now I am going to type how I really felt for this 3 weeks of training. This is the platform where you can really find the real me, so if you can't accept the real me please kindly leave. ((:
The first week was the most tiring week because we had training for the whole week and it was 10 am to 6 pm. which means not even after 24hrs, we will see each other again. That wasn't the tiring part though cause everyone was super fun people!! It was just the part when I start to get sick during midweek. When I started getting coughing and slight fever. Firstly, I would like to say that I do not blame anyone but myself that I started to get very negative in life. I had many thoughts because I felt that I couldn't blend well with the Atlanteans and I do blame the age gap but it was just me in general. In addition, I felt kind of invisible among them as I wasn't that hype to stand out among a group of crazy and hyper people.
This kind of lead to me skipping the whole second week of training. Because I didn't have the motivation to go to training. Plus, everyone was very excited to go training and meet each other but it was the total opposite for me. Also, I was kind of sick so is like a 2 in 1 excuse/reason to help me to skip my training. For the whole week, I thought to myself so much that I cannot really sleep well. I even talked to my close friends about it, most of them actually told me to quit as I wasn't as happy as I thought I will. Even my family members suggest me to quit. But at the same time, I know that if I quit I will be a burden to everyone in the group. (Shout out to Ryan for helping me cover up!! You daaabesttt!!) In addition, the dumbest thing I did was to choose the wrong partner, hence I stated that I just met my partner a few days ago before IR. So I was supposed to choose the Top 3 I would like to work with but I read it as the top 3 I do not want to work with. Hence, I got the one I do not want to work the most. (Obviously, show how blur I was during the whole week) But is not that I hate my partner, it just because I didn't even see him in person before which means we are like totally new friends to each other. But I mean I said that I could work with anyone, so I kind of suck it up but it was okay working with my partner Kenneth.
Last week of training, the day before the training I was still considering if I should go. ( This shows how indecisive I am) After a whole week of thinking, I decided to just go for it. The last week of training was one of the craziest training ever, all the makeup and the muddy mess. (It was super nasty) But I still kind of had fun for the whole journey. I didn't really feel the miss of Atlanteans after the whole event ended. I am not sure why but I do miss them. I do regret why I didn't manage to bond more with them. But they are one family that I will never forget!! :))
THANK YOU ATLANTEANS FOR THIS JOURNEY!!
ATLANTEANS FOREVER A FAMILY!! 💘
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