Tired #6

More of tired of being tired.

I wish I know what suits me best
I wish I know what interests me
I wish I can do what I want and be successful
I wish I have a friend that can always be there for me
I wish I have another half that go through all the bullsh*t in my life

What sucks most is that life isn't always perfect. Knowing that we live for money but not passion just sucks. Even if you live to your passion it might not work as the way you want. Quitting school? I guess isn't the best idea.

I'm not pretty
I'm not skinny
I'm not popular
I'm not talented
I'm just a nobody in this world, I can be even invisible cause no one cares.

I'm at the point of my life that I just want to kill myself ? I have nothing to work towards, which kind of suck cause I'm just living cause I have to. Life isn't as wow for a age of 18. Projects and everything are just a useless part of my life now. So as my dreams cause I don't think it is possible to happen.