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It is 1AM now and I have a lot of thoughts in my mind. Last week was Home Based Learning (HBL) week for me. I knew I had a lot of assignments to complete but things and I was actually determine to complete and also study on things I missed out.
However things never goes my way. My aunt, uncle, cousin and my grandparents came. Being me I know that I get distracted quite easily which made me did almost nothing for the whole week. Things wasn't as plan like I wanted to be able to sleep early to get more rest before more project come and flood in my face. But neh my brain and body does not want to cooperate and have a body clock of 2am waking up at some random timing kind of sucks for me.
Every one in the world thinks that I am always a happy positive person, but the inner me just be like I am just exhausted for being happy and cheerful at times. While I mean since Year 1 starts it was MOST if the time. Due to the people around me ? I guess mostly work that kind of affected me the most. Studying also made me feel like where are my dreams and when will I start to live the dream I always wanted too.
All of this in my mind kind of made my brain go crazy and made me not able to sleep for the whole week of HBL. School starts in less than 12 hours and I have yet to pack my bag and sleep.
Short reflecting time for me and I hope you will have some times to think about yourself too. :)
However things never goes my way. My aunt, uncle, cousin and my grandparents came. Being me I know that I get distracted quite easily which made me did almost nothing for the whole week. Things wasn't as plan like I wanted to be able to sleep early to get more rest before more project come and flood in my face. But neh my brain and body does not want to cooperate and have a body clock of 2am waking up at some random timing kind of sucks for me.
Every one in the world thinks that I am always a happy positive person, but the inner me just be like I am just exhausted for being happy and cheerful at times. While I mean since Year 1 starts it was MOST if the time. Due to the people around me ? I guess mostly work that kind of affected me the most. Studying also made me feel like where are my dreams and when will I start to live the dream I always wanted too.
All of this in my mind kind of made my brain go crazy and made me not able to sleep for the whole week of HBL. School starts in less than 12 hours and I have yet to pack my bag and sleep.
Short reflecting time for me and I hope you will have some times to think about yourself too. :)
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