Thought post #3
Today was a productive day for me. But many things happen too. My mum was freaking raging but I'm not going to complain about her raging. But it was the content than made me think about my life.
So for now I feel the my life is pretty mess up. I felt that I'm like stress about studies, my fat body and relationship ( friends & family, yes no boyfriend for now). In addition, as I grow up I would need to care about money, job and family if I get married. Is just so stressful to be in this world. So much things to mange and is just so agrh. But what really bugs me is the people my mum have to interact nearly every single day? Having people to lend money from her, and owe her without paying. Having her to be nearly everyone's freaking ATM, like do my mum have the 'I AM FKING RICH FACE' NO. It's making me so annoyed that all this unnecessary things are bugging her. Which made her stress and saying things like she don't know what to do if she leave this world.
LIKE PEOPLE HAVE TO START APPROACHING HER TO DO AND ASK STUPID THINGS. We are not the bloody banker. Plus even if we have the money we will use it for ourselves not for you people who are not even related to us.
sorry for the rant but seriously people just have to fk off from my mum's life.
So for now I feel the my life is pretty mess up. I felt that I'm like stress about studies, my fat body and relationship ( friends & family, yes no boyfriend for now). In addition, as I grow up I would need to care about money, job and family if I get married. Is just so stressful to be in this world. So much things to mange and is just so agrh. But what really bugs me is the people my mum have to interact nearly every single day? Having people to lend money from her, and owe her without paying. Having her to be nearly everyone's freaking ATM, like do my mum have the 'I AM FKING RICH FACE' NO. It's making me so annoyed that all this unnecessary things are bugging her. Which made her stress and saying things like she don't know what to do if she leave this world.
LIKE PEOPLE HAVE TO START APPROACHING HER TO DO AND ASK STUPID THINGS. We are not the bloody banker. Plus even if we have the money we will use it for ourselves not for you people who are not even related to us.
sorry for the rant but seriously people just have to fk off from my mum's life.
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