Last night thoughts

It’s 3.48 am and I’m typing something on my phone because my mind is thinking way too many things

When I realise the feeling of the way I hold my phone between my fingers make me feel like I’m chubby/fat... like the position I’m in which is supine, comfortable and unglam version of the fat me. 

It struck me that I gain so much weight in just a short time of 5 years. Gaining is so easy but losing weight is such a difficult thing.